How I missed this thread I have no idea but now I am here I will just say this deano.
The bad days are bad and the pain is unbearable at times but I promise you your pain will ease and the bad days will become fewer and less painful.
With baby ditto on his way to join you and Kim it won't belong before your lives are changed forever and believe me the love the will feel for baby ditto is a love you have never known yet.
Do you remember telling me that personal stuff should be kept off the forum and kept private??
I am so glad that you now feel that it's ok to share your worries, troubles and woes with us all as it can and does help.
Don't forget, you know where I am if you wanna chat
