Bad Day Today - Still Missing Him

[ditto]

Thought i'd share a few things i came across...no games got played by me today.Not sure where these emotions come from that i have,but they hit me like a ton of bricks

My Heart Will Go On
Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.
Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone.
Love was when I loved you One true time
I hold you In my life we'll always go on.
Near, far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you open the door
And you're hear in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on.

Author Unknown

Beyond The Rainbow
As much as I loved the life we had and all the times we played,
I was so very tired and knew my time on earth would fade.
I saw a wondrous image then of a place that's trouble-free
Where all of us can meet again to spend eternity.

I saw the most beautiful Rainbow, and on the other side
Were meadows rich and beautiful -- lush and green and wide!
And running through the meadows as far as the eye could see
Were animals of every sort as healthy as could be!
My own tired, failing body was fresh and healed and new
And I wanted to go run with them, but I had something left to do.

I needed to reach out to you, to tell you I'm alright
That this place is truly wonderful, then a bright Glow pierced the night.
'Twas the Glow of many Candles shining bright and strong and bold
And I knew then that it held your love in its brilliant shades of gold.

For although we may not be together in the way we used to be,
We are still connected by a cord no eye can see.
So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart

If you look beyond the Rainbow and listen with your heart.


Author Unknown

I'm Still Here
Friend, please don't mourn for me
I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone but I'm always near.
I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I'll never wander out of your sight-
I'm the brightest star on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach-
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.

I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around
and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond,
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring,
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
you can talk to me through the Lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face.
Just look for me, friend, I'm everyplace!

Author Unknown

[fudgie66]

Dear Kim and Dean, i can only sympathise with you and i don't really know the answer but you have exciting times ahead and the bairn will fill both your lives with love and joy( and dirty daipers).

Chin up you two and i hope your feeling a lil' better today.

Graham

oh, btw.....................Fudgie for mod and cheering people up mod in waiting

[katymaty]

Sorry Deano hun, the bad days are hard aren't they?
I know how you feel, i think it's sometimes natures way of telling us to slow down a little since we always move at 100 miles and hour. Hope youe feeling better today and love to Kim too xx

[haystack]

dear kim and dean it will pass just have faith and hold on to each other and you will get through it so sorry for your lose but i know you will overcome

[ditto]

Thanks guys i can be a real softie sometimes.And have found out through the last three years here,the forum can help me through these rougher time.Sounds weird but I find it to be really helpful to me.If i kept all this bottled in.I'm afraid what would happen down the line emotionally.

Today is a better day kim has done a great job of talking with me,and I even got around to playing one small game last night.It was a 42 player $25.00 Freeroll.I played this game outta pure fun.Wasn't worried about winning it,just wanted to change my thoughts from what they were on earlier yesterday.

Here's the Result

[novi]

How I missed this thread I have no idea but now I am here I will just say this deano.

The bad days are bad and the pain is unbearable at times but I promise you your pain will ease and the bad days will become fewer and less painful.

With baby ditto on his way to join you and Kim it won't belong before your lives are changed forever and believe me the love the will feel for baby ditto is a love you have never known yet.

Do you remember telling me that personal stuff should be kept off the forum and kept private?? I am so glad that you now feel that it's ok to share your worries, troubles and woes with us all as it can and does help.

Don't forget, you know where I am if you wanna chat

[ditto]

Originally Posted by novi

Do you remember telling me that personal stuff should be kept off the forum and kept private?? I am so glad that you now feel that it's ok to share your worries, troubles and woes with us all as it can and does help.

Thanks jo and yea i remember i was a big idiot back then.But i wanna believe i have changed a bunch since first joining here.I have viewed a few/many posts of mine that ive made in the past and cant believe how rude i was to people here.

Guess its all apart of me growing up...

[waynes22]

Originally Posted by ditto

Thanks jo and yea i remember i was a big idiot back then.But i wanna believe i have changed a bunch since first joining here.I have viewed a few/many posts of mine that ive made in the past and cant believe how rude i was to people here.

Guess its all apart of me growing up...

Deano Rude ? Never mate, you are a true gent ( you may be American, but still a gent lol ).

[salome]

RUDE? your still an amateur and stop using bloody celine dion lyrics ffs

[fudgie66]

LOL, hiya Sal you old fekker. Hope your ok buddy


Fudgie for saying hello mod in waiting