After months & months of losing & almost forgetting what a FT looks like I had a better day today..
Got 2nd in the $200 Guaranteed on poker.com, i finally found some balls

I was last with 18 left & came back from 280 in chips too.. woohoo Not much but $40 was very helpful..
Then later I decided to play a $5 SNG & came 2nd, won $15...

The WIN is coming